so i did this test today
it's a painful test if done correctly
probably just as painful if done incorrectly
so this test is to find out just what kind of power a cyclist can produce
in a 20 min effort
you can't really fail at this test
this morning i failed this test
who am i fooling
i been doing this shit for so long now and still have
nearly 60 year old aspirations to be better than yesterday
maybe it's just not possible anymore
age, lack of time to train, running the money making treadmill harder than in my
20s, 30s, 40s.....
how come no one ever tells you about what life is like when you get old
it's fucking not for sissies
this shit gets more and more real
thankfully and i will extoll gracias to the moon
for i have it so easy and i understand it
it's still fucking tough this life thing
i get high with a little help from my friends
most of my friends have been waiting in the wings for over 20 years
i left them all back in SF
i had to leave
it was for love
and it was worth it
all the years and all the shit and all the striving
it all paid off
it worked
we worked our fucking asses off
so yes, it has been difficult and easy as fuck compared to the rest of this world mess
and it's fucked up here believe me no excuses for the USA
so anyway
this cycling power test put things in perspective
i got a lot more work to do
friends and enemies beware
i will be back
