focus
put it all into perspective
there are trails that lead us to this place
be curious
ask the question
when can the collective awaken
pay attention to the numerous voices screaming out in the distance
pay homage
focus
inside the design will reveal itself
outside speaks for itself
a maddening disharmony of metallic scrapping
words stuck in concrete cemeteries
systematic separation anxiety complexes
cry it out crybaby
liberal wannabe change the world
there is no hope
there is no love
there is money
there is power
there is strength
god and country and capitalism
you are a snowflake?
think you're all that
think you're special
maybe unique in the world
something special
well i got news for you liberTard you aint shit
your think your shit is special maybe unique
well im here to tell you that you
aint shit
just another cog in the machine
simply a replaceable widget in the mechanics of the system
god don't like idle hands
yours must be put to work
to keep yourself from your own impulses
to keep the order of things
there will be people above you
you're were not born into this elite privilege
that is for someone else above you
yes there is some movement upward on the scale but
your position is restricted
you will wait while others are promoted
can you see how good you have it now?
it's elementary, in the following generations
you will move upward
just don't ever think you can get to the top
because that is reserved for the one who are deserving
you will not be on this list
keep pushing forward however
this is the american dream isn't it
the idea that you can make it
no matter the forces working against you
the market forces working against you
it's "free market capitalism"
that's what we are doing is this great experiment
letting the free will of markets work for the benefit
of the consumer
so please keep working your fingers to the bone
you're moving forward
look at all those stinking souls
below you
you are on the path
the treadmill runner must run faster
you can do it
everything is fair and just
work hard it will come to you
work hard for the next generation
the dream is still alive
work hard
all boats are lifted
work hard
believe in the process
work hard
god has plans for you
work hard
please believe
so i did this test today
it's a painful test if done correctly
probably just as painful if done incorrectly
so this test is to find out just what kind of power a cyclist can produce
in a 20 min effort
you can't really fail at this test
this morning i failed this test
who am i fooling
i been doing this shit for so long now and still have
nearly 60 year old aspirations to be better than yesterday
maybe it's just not possible anymore
age, lack of time to train, running the money making treadmill harder than in my
20s, 30s, 40s.....
how come no one ever tells you about what life is like when you get old
it's fucking not for sissies
this shit gets more and more real
thankfully and i will extoll gracias to the moon
for i have it so easy and i understand it
it's still fucking tough this life thing
i get high with a little help from my friends
most of my friends have been waiting in the wings for over 20 years
i left them all back in SF
i had to leave
it was for love
and it was worth it
all the years and all the shit and all the striving
it all paid off
it worked
we worked our fucking asses off
so yes, it has been difficult and easy as fuck compared to the rest of this world mess
and it's fucked up here believe me no excuses for the USA
so anyway
this cycling power test put things in perspective
i got a lot more work to do
friends and enemies beware
i will be back
she is still so infectious
from hips to lips
between the lines
no smoke and mirrors
wake up next to this viral load
no make-up just pure beauty
twenty odd years getting
so deeply infected
that fragile smile
slowly giving way
a newborn variant
now confident radiant
move thru my chemistry
we evolve
still together
more time
more love.
