blood in the breath

immigration lasting decades?
wasted time bottom line
time and time again
the ceiling keeps raising
putting pasts behind
us moving into darkness
throwing money problem's way
stands against bullies
backing down
running out bar tabs
running out on it all
walking back broken down
flatted starts
bittersweet victory's memory
fading love
falling flat
living contemplative
making a difference
listless moments
wasted
washed up and suitable for use
playing margins
executing game plans
putting bestlaid plans to rest
seeing light at tunnel's end
seeing darkness thereafter
kissing life's ass
getting kicked in the ass
kicking some ass in the process
screaming in a vacum
passing out in pain
lonely is living duty free
being alone happily connected universe
tears rolling
heart beats dripping
family unknow
restless requests
relentless requests
poor mannered bullshit
evil empire
keeping me from my loved ones
waiting in vain
Godot never comes
here come the no suprises
faith slipping
grip dripping
chronicle blood in the breath