lift yourself up
positive vibrations
moving in directions

size yourself up
does your size measure up
zip yourself down

imagine a place
where there is no race
no color no nationalist front

stopped in time you recheck your mind
in the spaces in between it moves
lines in between

inside the body there is
a force so strong
your body and soul won't belong to
you anymore

there are doors open and
seen there are
doors never to be seen

fantasy and dream
donuts filled with kryptonite
sweet dreams

Alternate Universe

i started to watch is youtubeER young Scottish U23 national elite
and there it was, i've had to be off the bike now for nearly 2 weeks due to a
persistent sports injury from last summer, it just won't get better and I'm giving it
time off.  i am not however, giving it the appropriate attention it deserves.
i still have a half hour massage unused and perhaps one more chiro session prepaid.
this week was crazy as it drew to a close with the pending vacation DRIVE to PA.

so without the bicycle to touch sanity I've found myself alarmingly content to follow this Scottish
cyclist whose name is Cameron Mason.  nice lad from what his youtube video blog has shown.
great support from his father who is assuredly his driver, pit crew, $ and certainly much more to the vlog that has me so contented with my own 3 week retirement from cycling.  maybe this injury is just as much a byproduct of the cycling accident which followed on the heels of the bicycle accident on Fiesta Island the week prior.  much referenced FI incident crystal meth driver wrong way on a 1 way.
so the scream made this primordial reaction of grabbing the new v-brake installed on the old cyclocross steed and face (shoulder) planting in the dirt while the source of said scream resulted in
2 joggers who passed me face down in dirt thinking wtf is wrong with these overreactive doomsday
havoc wreckers on my trail...

Cameron's name reminds me of the only Cameron I think i know Cameron Falconer who 

makes great bicycles in San Francisco.  a great friend as i know hime.  this scottish guy i will now 

follow and ride bicycles through his conduit and make his word my own so that i will no longer ride the bicycle but watch others do the hard work whistle i grow larger and drink more delicious beer.